Tuesday, April 5, 2011

IM A HEARTBREAKER???

Gile ape… dah la gemuk.. pendek.. peha besaq lak tu… huduh ja pun…. Hahaha.. sapa la nak.. rupanya ada gak.. Alhamdulillah… market baguih lagi ni.. hahaha… btw, ada orang cakap aku ni heart breaker? Ye ke? No, I mean, I’ve been explicitly in expressing my feeling because I don’t want to hurt others by saying why not, I accept you, lets being a couple…memang tu bukan aku… aku tak kan cakap benda yang aku tak rasa… if I felt there is no connection I will say what I felt.. I am not a pretender or a denial towards my own heart….
Salah ke? Then kenapa cakap that I am a heart breaker? Aku bukan memilih, tapi sampai masa kalau betul dia tu jodoh aku, mesti there is some connection and attraction inside me yg akan cakap I do love this person… right?
Kadang2 aku pun takut, bila aku menolak cinta mereka ni, nanti x ke karma tu akan berulang? Tapi aku cakap benda yang betul..kan? for instance, the Mejar tu, he was just perfect to me, he can provide me with everything, he nice and just fine… but then, there is then no connection, no feeling except being friends….
Sometimes aku wonder, adakah sebab aku tolak perasaan orang lain membuatkan aku xjumpa pun jodoh aku tu…..mana dia?

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