it has been a while

things happen too fast like i cannot do anything but watch myself caught in the middle...bieng cheated, left alone hurt....committed sins....and not being loved by the person who used to love you much....is hurt.....but i try...try to fix every single thing.coz i don want to be a loser........im not a loser. i hate him... he lie again n again..he hurt me so damn badly... i have no tears to cry...and yes.. it is all my fault...but one day....i want to see him and meet him...juz the 2 of us....i want let him know how much i hate him.....for ruining my life....for not loving me like i do...for betraying me......for let me go through this pain alone....i promise i will never cry..but im not strong to do that.....n yes i hate you..i hate you for screw my life...u give me hope n u take it away....if u read this...i hate you...damn it...i hate you.....