i did not meant to hurt you

i know that im hurting ur feeling, im so sorry. i know u love me, but somehow i juz felt guys are jerk... my first love was a bullshit. i did not want the same thing to happen to us.. not for this relationship...not when i am already in love with you. i guess im sorry for the decision i've made. God knowa the best. this might be the best, and im so sorry... perhaps this is the fate.. i dont know. i do love you. i still do. it just, i cannot carry the weight of the heavy world.... i miss u